Thursday, April 04, 2013

the fool that i am.

The fool that I am I left my heart at bay in your rose bush.
Hush hush, I may always love you still, hush hush.
The fool that I am I left my mind lying upon your stones of love.
Hush hush, I may always love you still, hush hush
The fool that I am I lost my words of glory upon those beautiful hills.
Hush hush, I may always love you still, hush hush
The fool that I am I lost my sight upon the glory of the sun.
Hush hush, I may always love you still, hush hush
The fool that I am I lost my heart in the big deep blue ocean.
Hush hush, I may always love you still, hush hush
The fool that I am I see all of these inside of you my dear.
Broken, beaten, laying on the floor hoping praying for something more.
My heart is falling apart, my mind is breaking apart, and my fingers are broken and sore.
This world is eating me whole it's eating at my soul I try to reach out I try to scream out at the wall.
But there is never anyone yelling back at me there is never a return call.
I try to function I try to fit into this world that despises me for whom I am and what I try to do for everyone
In the end of the day at the beginning of the night I know that I am truly alone.
Agony and misery accompany me like flowers placed upon my grave.
I am the failure of a hero that tried to save; I gave and gave until there was nothing to save.
Now I lay in this sea that swallows me whole, never allowing my soul to rest.
I just want them to say I tried my best at the end I wasn’t like the res but one of the best.
I am the hero in everyone’s heart and soul that soon is replaced with the poisons of the human race.